Freewrite

Softball and home have completely occupied any open space in my mind. I have practice everyday for 3 to 4 hours. I'm constantly thinking of what I can do to improve my game and please my coach. Although I am not proud of it, it is what is in my head. It can be quite tiring to have something that can be so stressful occupying my life so completely. Of course, I love the game, but by the end of the week it just seems like too much. I always thik of how different my life would be if I was at home going to Santa Barbara City College and living with my best friend. The only way softball would be a part of my life, would be watching my sister play with her team, when I would go home every few weeks. That's another thing: HOME. I never really thought I would be this homesick. I wasn't even planning on going home for Thanksgiving and that thought is completely unimaginable at this point. I don't know if this is what you wanted us to write about, but I couldn't think of anything that is occupying my thoughts more.